In the middle of all the confusion about what to do with our lives we decided to stop preventing baby making... soon after, we found out that the next step was decided for us and we were going to have a baby!
The first 3 months have been filled with nervousness, nausea, and disbelief. As each day passes I feel a little better about how things are going. Really, I'm just counting down the days to the monthly doctor's appointment, hoping that she can give me some sort of confirmation or reassurance, which will probably never be enough. Even in the midst of thoughts about everything that could happen or go wrong, my mind is settled by the knowledge that this baby will be really, really loved by me, my husband, our friends and families.
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